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|| Me, Myself & I ||
1) Fade/FD/Ryan
2) 18 (As of 27th Feb '08)
3) Pisces
4) Single, Outgoing, Crazy, Fun, Caring, Temperamental, Nice

|| Loves ||
1) Me, Myself & I
2) Music-ing
3) Dancing/Acting
4) My friends
5) My belongings
6) You!

|| Wants || Needs ||
1) You
2) Gain Muscles
3) Lose Fats
4) Fame
5) $$$
6) Grow Taller
7) A Happy Ending

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Saturday, May 31, 2008

let me make it clear you were nothing but a passing fling. a crush. after 3 weeks, i was hoping you get the point that i talk to you out of friendship. not out of love. i know we cant make it as lovers. we're both flex bottom. 2 submissive don't make 1 dominant. well, i really hope you understand. i'm not typical.

Anyways, i'm going to Adora Sarah Chou's house tonight! Yayness! Finally after wanting to go there for ages lah! It's her birthday today! hahaha. Happy birthday girlfriend!
And i'm going with Saiful "the hot momma steward! hahahaha. it's gonna be the sex!

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But everything changes
And my friends seem to scatter

I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter
Because the flesh will get weak
And the ashes will scatter

So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don't love me anymore

Pondered On { 31.5.08 }

Friday, May 30, 2008

Finally, i've managed to log in after a week long of failed attempts. Now, i'm going to update whatever i've missed updating.
Okays, so the alumnus meeting went out great! 20 alumni have pledged support for the upcoming band camp. That's a signigficant increase from the previous camp of about 5 regulars and 5 who didn't stay over.
Okays, so i've not been attending CCA's and i think i'm better off like that.
I watched Zee perform 2 days ago for Momentum 2008. She was the sex i swear! Let me feeling malay abit. Wah, dah up seh girl kite ni! Chaybah sama dia lah! Gua caya sama lu lah girl!
Enough malay. I went there with Daen and Raihan. So cute the two of them.
I have to stop smoking so passionately. Period.

~~I is missing no one. You is a ass. I is patient.~~ :D

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment baby sing with me
I love peaceful melody
It's your god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
No more, it cannot wait i'm sure
There's no need to complicate our time is short
This is our fate, i'm yours

Pondered On { 30.5.08 }

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Okays, so this week i attended my first band practice in SP. Apparently, i know quite a few of the members there so i wasn't that lonely. (My Section Leader is quite suprised at my popularity hurhurhur.)
So screw all the heartaches and what nots, cause i seriously think i'm better off alone. Anyways, here's a song dedicated to Nouru, Shirlynn, and whoever is down and out.

~~Goodbye~~
I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

So apparently i'm watching a play tonight. Believe it or not, it's in malay. Haix. It's P. Ramlee the musical. So i'm guessing it's gotta be good cause i enjoy watching his works and he's a legend.

Tomorrow, GYSB Alumnus meeting. God bless us.

Pondered On { 18.5.08 }

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

okays, fuck all this bullshit about heartaches and heartpain

Once and for all, Fade - take life with a truckload of salt, you know you aint getting a gays loving so screw it. i'm done with all this crappy bitter ending. move on, dont take it to heart.

wow, your a story i left behind over 6 years ago, and you have reappeared on pages of my tainted history to taint it again. it aint your fault. the gay community is small. not your problem.

i seriously wonder whether to return back to being a fucking straight. fuck it, that would cause lesser heart wrenching stories cause i wont be the submissive one in the fucking relationship.

maybe i'm not cut for a relationship.

and i always thought i had commitment issues. apprently its an orientation issue.

Pondered On { 7.5.08 }

Thursday, May 01, 2008

so i was labelled short by a japanese. irony. go fuck a fish.

school's fine for the week. but i swear to god if i get the chance, i'll kill mr tellytubies from the workshop. i'll use the gigantic saw and cut your belly open and rip your guts out.

today's a holiday but i'm in a foul mood. i swear i pissed off at everyone in my family. well, only my parents.

i swear i'm so crazy today and pissed off that i made my sisters and my 23 plush toys sit around me and talk to each other. they were nice to listen to me. but crazy nonetheless.

i think i'm starting to really really miss JC. but drama is here in SP to make me feel good. i'm acting as a british soldier.
perform for whom? the British High Commissioner of Singapore.

i rock my own sock.

strumming my pain with his fingers.
singing my life with his words.
killing me softly with his song.

i'm a slave for you. appreciate that.